My World is Fyck up :3: Can't you at least trust me?

Saturday, 24 April 2010

Can't you at least trust me?

Saturday , 24 April 2010. (Maybe you can say i am emoing for today.)

i post it earlier...don't feel like knowing what the next hour will hold for me.

Happy birthday Boris.
7+ wake up message kelee, she also just wake up.
Go to plaza had Big Breakfast.
After that Miss Shorey is damn hyper...Glad she is having fun...
Hong rong reading then miss shorey heard hong rong saying "Breast" maybe she is thinking of something.idk.
after that gone to plaza to borrow a book.
Kelee,Zann,belinda gone to Lot 1.
I got curfew so i cannot go..
sad.
then 2+ they come bangkit
i went down to eat.
...
My Parent just don't give me trust anymore...
I been trying so hard to earn your trust
yet...
you don't even believe in me already...
Like i told you guys...i don't cry anymore
but when i was bathing i just suddenly break down...
Tears just go down like no body business.
I cried in toilet for like 2 times.
Laugh by all means.
You won't know what i am experiencing right now.
To make things unreasonable why is my hair drag into this situation?
Can't i just keep my hair? You told me to cut my hair this monday
What is it wrong with my hair...I want it long so that i can cover myself from the truth.
i was always wishing that my parent and i eating together talking happily..
now i don't even dare to wish for this type of thing anymore.
Don't worry...After today....Neo Jun Shun will be a better person...
A Person much more stronger...Be it emotion or physical.

"i should not have held my hope so high , when i am just wishing for a miracle...Disheartening...Indeed,Disheartening."

-left at 6:53pm..