I am GAY? WTH?

Monday,29 March 2010 .Moodswing? in a sad way? or is it stress

Start of with this morning bah
DAMN early...
6+ woke up take shower getting ready to go to school(meeting someone)
but end up we reach there by 7 + which is 1hour
someone forget to take something and run back home( EPIC FAIL)
jokes
saw jun hao, then he wanted to go de
keep pulling him back to wait
Then after that in class
Yi wei come in knock the door.
Kelee shock tio xD
Owned
then talk a lot i forget what we talk about.
PE...
pathetic lets not talk about it.
Mother Tongue..
Write one damn thing which i frigging don't understand...
Recess
This time round Brian Chia accompany me :D
...
Maths....Nothing interesting
Science.....Test...hard...Fyckmylife
For the first time i getting moodswing and yet i am so calm?
wth...lols
after school wait for kelee to finish her math thing
so i go IT room play Dota while waiting
then
sent her to Ten mile Lan shop
on the road...
She was stripping lols(cause wearing shirt inside)
blocking for her(don't worry i didn't see shit :p)
lols jun hao see she strip until like that then dun know he run till where lols
Lols Then everyone was like looking at her thinking
:"What is this girl doing stripping around the streets"
then got one guy(kelee never see bah)
was looking at her leg lerh :p(nothing to say)
then i was like..."...no comment"
after that kelee got bullied in SA...lols
next time you want play FPS game let me know i teach you lols
but you must have some interest in it or you wont be playing well
after i get home
my parent ask me why do i keep going out one
Oh ya
sorry jie just now cannot pei you :/
Then i said accompany friend
Dinner time:
Parent:The friend of yours is a male or female
Me:*choke by rice,Cough*....arh....male
Parent:Male still need accompany for what waste time arh
Parent:if Female still okay not wasting time...
Me:*silent,munch munch*...
Me:*eat finish run back to room close door*
nothing much liao lorh
JunHao you very pro arh tell me 6+ going home then end up 7 then you go
Then at Lan
got one guy ask kelee for her number
Epic she so chio we won't like her hor(Lols...*ahem*)

My parent talking outside after dinner
Dad:erh you think ah shun is gay or something
Mum:no bah,can't be
Me:AHEM!(from room)
Outside:no sound at all lols

Message to the someone...
so now you are blaming me for spoiling you mood
seriously i have nothing to say
despite you hurting me ffs
give me a god damn rest would you...
i am not a clown
i don't go around entertaining people for no purpose
just because there was once i comfort you by using some joke
does not mean i am a clown that goes around entertaining people.
ffs seriously,i have a life...
not that i don't spent time with you
is that,you got who you need to accompany
i am just trying to help my jie.
Please you are the same age as us...

But what can i say...
....
FYCK IT!
BEFORE I EVEN FRIGGIN END MY GOD DAMN POST
YOU CAN"T FRIGGIN GIVE ME A GOD DAMN REST
PLEASE I GOT A FRIGGIN LIFE!
I DON"T WANNA BE STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF YOU TWO
...
IF YOU DON'T GET THE GOD DAMN STORY
DO NOT TEND TO JUDGE ME PLEASE!
...
i have been trying so hard...
to keep this god damn friendship
now you come and call me a big lousy showoff when i did absolutely nothing?
me showing off what?
my god damn dick?
you know what,
i don't know what am i feeling right now
is that everytime i lost a friend i will become very emotional
but this time...
is like...
Damn piss off seriously
you didn't get my freaking story right
you just fycking think that it is that way!
seriously!
you don't know what my jie is going through now
what i want is both of you to be happy.
but...
before i totally piss off right now i think...
let just...end this god damn friendship...
for the first time...i don't wish to know why...
i am able to say this thing
From this incident,
it can really change me into another type of person
a guy which don't care about others.
when others are complicated i tend to help them
but...
you just wanna that way...
i don't even know you will be reading this or what...
But right now...
i am here as who am i
what i am today
was what makes me
Friendly...
The greatest threat in my life is not my fat...
but my god damn kindness...
Like what my parent said
"So kay po for what"
i always told them it is good to do good deeds
but what i can do right now...
-left at 9:45