You call this Parent's Trust?

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

Today....
hmm where shall i start
lets start from morning bah~
Nothing much,never go find jie at morning le i give the job to someone else :p
Don't ask me any question cause you know i won't answer
then was like,
Am i avoiding you or are you avoiding me :/
anyway...
Brian Chia never come
very pro of that guy~
Nothing much lorh today
most likely nothing happen
After school go watch Basket ball
2C's Member that play
i tell you guys
be careful hor
want play rough is they don't let me play nia hor
Bryan tan also don't want play rough hor
want play like that i don't mind one
See who got the most strength lorh
hurting people close to me???
you guys damn pro
one day
i don't mind playing with you guys
Knock me once
i don't mind sending you flying
Out arh nevermind lorh
i don't mind
we don't mind
You want call people
i also don't fycking care :D
Then saw Jun Yong
and some other friend which everyone think they gangster

now comes to the part which is related to the Title
i came home around 7 and got scolded
i wasn't listening but i listen to some damn part la
(i remain silent for the whole conversation,Eating :p)
Parent:Everyday go out do watch basket ball don't know if real or not
Me:*munch,munch*
Parent:Tomorrow if don't see you at house i go school find you give you no face arh
Me:*munch,munch.thinking:you think i care?*
Parent:Keep following your friend,your friend tell you go their house sleep you go arh
Me: *munch munch.thinking:ya i don't mind,if it get me out of here why not*
Parent:Every day come so late you tomorrow you try
Me:*drink water*
Parent:say something la,what nothing say arh
Me:*drinking water*
Parent:*walk out of the kitchen*
Me:*still drinking,while washing plate*

they don't even fycking trust me why do i care to even say a god damn thing
nothing much just pure tired maybe i pack my bag and get some rest bah~

Seeya
-Left at 8:11pm

Glad that everything came to an end

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

...
guess i misunderstood the situation...
Sorry causing you to be sad and crying

nothing much to you all le la lols
today kinda awkward a lot of thing happen which is damn xia shuay
now all i want is to rest now...
what is important is
Everything come to an end...
is like finally god...
For once i was thinking
where did i go wrong
i lost 2 people in my life

but for that all
Brian chia
the guy that always make some random joke and make me laugh when i am down
bradder man~
now i just wanna sleep...

Suicidal is not an option.take a rest instead
-left at 6:50pm

I am GAY? WTH?

Monday,29 March 2010 .Moodswing? in a sad way? or is it stress

Start of with this morning bah
DAMN early...
6+ woke up take shower getting ready to go to school(meeting someone)
but end up we reach there by 7 + which is 1hour
someone forget to take something and run back home( EPIC FAIL)
jokes
saw jun hao, then he wanted to go de
keep pulling him back to wait
Then after that in class
Yi wei come in knock the door.
Kelee shock tio xD
Owned
then talk a lot i forget what we talk about.
PE...
pathetic lets not talk about it.
Mother Tongue..
Write one damn thing which i frigging don't understand...
Recess
This time round Brian Chia accompany me :D
...
Maths....Nothing interesting
Science.....Test...hard...Fyckmylife
For the first time i getting moodswing and yet i am so calm?
wth...lols
after school wait for kelee to finish her math thing
so i go IT room play Dota while waiting
then
sent her to Ten mile Lan shop
on the road...
She was stripping lols(cause wearing shirt inside)
blocking for her(don't worry i didn't see shit :p)
lols jun hao see she strip until like that then dun know he run till where lols
Lols Then everyone was like looking at her thinking
:"What is this girl doing stripping around the streets"
then got one guy(kelee never see bah)
was looking at her leg lerh :p(nothing to say)
then i was like..."...no comment"
after that kelee got bullied in SA...lols
next time you want play FPS game let me know i teach you lols
but you must have some interest in it or you wont be playing well
after i get home
my parent ask me why do i keep going out one
Oh ya
sorry jie just now cannot pei you :/
Then i said accompany friend
Dinner time:
Parent:The friend of yours is a male or female
Me:*choke by rice,Cough*....arh....male
Parent:Male still need accompany for what waste time arh
Parent:if Female still okay not wasting time...
Me:*silent,munch munch*...
Me:*eat finish run back to room close door*
nothing much liao lorh
JunHao you very pro arh tell me 6+ going home then end up 7 then you go
Then at Lan
got one guy ask kelee for her number
Epic she so chio we won't like her hor(Lols...*ahem*)

My parent talking outside after dinner
Dad:erh you think ah shun is gay or something
Mum:no bah,can't be
Me:AHEM!(from room)
Outside:no sound at all lols

Message to the someone...
so now you are blaming me for spoiling you mood
seriously i have nothing to say
despite you hurting me ffs
give me a god damn rest would you...
i am not a clown
i don't go around entertaining people for no purpose
just because there was once i comfort you by using some joke
does not mean i am a clown that goes around entertaining people.
ffs seriously,i have a life...
not that i don't spent time with you
is that,you got who you need to accompany
i am just trying to help my jie.
Please you are the same age as us...

But what can i say...
....
FYCK IT!
BEFORE I EVEN FRIGGIN END MY GOD DAMN POST
YOU CAN"T FRIGGIN GIVE ME A GOD DAMN REST
PLEASE I GOT A FRIGGIN LIFE!
I DON"T WANNA BE STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF YOU TWO
...
IF YOU DON'T GET THE GOD DAMN STORY
DO NOT TEND TO JUDGE ME PLEASE!
...
i have been trying so hard...
to keep this god damn friendship
now you come and call me a big lousy showoff when i did absolutely nothing?
me showing off what?
my god damn dick?
you know what,
i don't know what am i feeling right now
is that everytime i lost a friend i will become very emotional
but this time...
is like...
Damn piss off seriously
you didn't get my freaking story right
you just fycking think that it is that way!
seriously!
you don't know what my jie is going through now
what i want is both of you to be happy.
but...
before i totally piss off right now i think...
let just...end this god damn friendship...
for the first time...i don't wish to know why...
i am able to say this thing
From this incident,
it can really change me into another type of person
a guy which don't care about others.
when others are complicated i tend to help them
but...
you just wanna that way...
i don't even know you will be reading this or what...
But right now...
i am here as who am i
what i am today
was what makes me
Friendly...
The greatest threat in my life is not my fat...
but my god damn kindness...
Like what my parent said
"So kay po for what"
i always told them it is good to do good deeds
but what i can do right now...
-left at 9:45

Haiz,can you be more understandable

Sunday, 28 March 2010. ...

Kay first of all the title has nothing to do with my Jie okay~
is about one of my friend
a girl that is...
This is from me...
"Can't you give a god damn gentleman a rest...I accompany her there is a reason behind it"
Why don't i have a reason to accompany you?
it is cause that...i did,
you told me to go play the game with you.
Before we even frigging meet,you saw me,ignore me...walk pass.
thinking that i didn't saw you.
I had enough you see...
I was trying to be nice,
you took advantage to it...
i don't care if you hate me right now...

k the fonts i purple is for someone you guys read it i know :p
anyway
back to the point.
Jie,jie,jie,jie,jie
when can you stop making me so worry arh :/
My heart gonna be Poping out of my mouth soon ya know :p
Anyway
today not a meaningful day lorh.
Was thinking if jie wanna come outside
then i gotten an approve from my mum
but she don't wanna go outside
so i don't wanna force her
anyway~
Audition is not my life :p
Oh yeah you guys saw a nice picture of me at facebook i know
1 word 2 say 3letter 4 it(always wanting to try this out :p)

GAY

i know i look like i am wearing eyeliner
sian i was hoping yesterday can go in see
how god damn scary it really is...
But never mind
all i remember was
"some stupid guy worrying about a girl and end up the girl is having so much fun up there been the star."
lols amazing
nothing much le...
meeting jie early at the morning tomorrow :/
Chao outside madafaka
just kidding :p

-left at 8:57pm

For Once in my life

Before i say anything
let me show you a Quote i found...


"Never doubt that a small group of committed people can CHANGE THE WORLD
Indeed,it is the only thing that ever been done"
-Margaret Mead

kay back to the point
FOR ONCE
-My Fringe is straight after applying gel :p
and the part you guys are waiting for
For Once,
A Girl make me damn worried about her,and it is none other than....Kelee Jie.
Why?
All cause of Jun hao la make me damn worried about her,
Kelee go the haunted house mah,then Jun hao class got girl go in then cry.
i was damn worried i told ghim chong,
then She messaged me
"It's damn funny la . i was laughing all the way. Then the ghost walk in front of me then i tell them excuse me . Then Sarah , Patrice and Zann laugh when they come out :X . I leading them leh HAHA. I so pro."
then i was like Wtf?
I at here Worrying about you
you having fun lols.
Ya forget you are more daring then Yeow Tiong
haha.
Worried Die Me. Lols

Anyway
Angel i hatedieyou arh.
Him you never tell me scared i hurt
For what sia lols
if it is HIM i don't mind cause i can entrust you to him.

Anyway.
Causeway point saw Gerald Didn't know he DDR player one.
Another guy said Kelee Chio.
Aizai orh :p

OH YEAH
speaking of that
Kelee make me damn xia shuay la!
Treat me so many thing!
First
Chicken rice
2nd
Drink!

What the hell
i damn xia shuay la! seriously~
i don't care arh next time i treat liao arh!

Erh Gerald next time then i go there
i bring the Whole 40 people from my class go there buy things from you arh lols
Direct promotion arh you lols.

Nothing much liao lorh hopefully kelee jie dun get too emotional
Zann jie happy birthday!
the present not i get one arh :p
Been very random
Patrice and Belinda <-- Fail Present picker. Pick so damn long lor Kelee and I late lerh lols you girls wearing Uniform not us lols. Anyway that was fun.
-sorry can't make you damn hyper.

Left at 11:17 :p

DareDevil.Slack up you Madabetch

Thursday,25 March 2010. Smile :3

<---
Beautiful erh i taken this when the school started(the first day of school) ****************************************************** Today.
(OMG DUN JUMP)

(Rock on!)
:3
(i snap you.)

-OMG fail photo taking see mine so perfect
(you snap me.OMG i look like jackie chan,maybe because i have big nose.)

Kay lols
Thats all
Left at 9:23pm
Joking lols

Today
Recess go sit with Jie's Group lols
Feeling damn awkward lorh
I told Brian chia i going pei Kelee
he was like orh okay
i say sorry...
he then...
"Erh you guys damn scary lerh why nothing happen also say sorry.if we are brothers we can understand each other feeling so don't worry.damn scary lerh you guys don't come near me"

Lols thanks bro

oh yeah speaking of that
today Morning when i was half awake going to school
i saw this naughty black cat go pounce on to the Brown cat that is sleeping so cute
i told Kelee and Brian lols
what Brian said
"you know what more cute?i saw my dog sleeping then i go pounce on it"
hey man i am from the SPCA Lols

and yeah
after that boring lesson
Kelee Gastric pain
see la
tell you eat don't want eat.
then after school dun know talk what shit
conversation,
Me:Okay la 2 Fishball noodle,you treat
Kelee:*looking damn happy*you said one arh
Me:Maybe.

Auntie then give us the noodle
Kelee got pwn :p
i treat her instead.
FAIL in ksing Me :3
i not like GhimChong okay need support de
i have arms and legs for purpose lols.

like what people told me
erh you grow up you wanna be what?
that has been told to me a long time ago
...
Counselor
-you guys told me it is stupid,meaningful,No money.
but that is what i want to become.

Seeing youngster now a day walking the path i walked before.
Look like the past me...
those who pick up smoking
drop it back down.
Those who started gangsterism
stop it this right now
looking back,
it was just past curiosity and peer pressure.

kay

Wa lau erh
just now firdhaus like wanna die like that sia
Climb over the other side of the building(6th floor)
All damn scared he was like.
o.o
thats what he was like.
Wa lau erh.
Firdhaus don't do that lerh.
theres one in the dream
someone drop from the same place as you are once standing okay.
i don't want the person to be you
if you cross over to the other side.
i will bring you back.
your time is not up yet.

Kelee,
Don't so emo :(
making me damn worried you know.
why do i care so much?
i have no idea
cause you my jie mah.

Ciao.
Left at 9:34pm

C0ckroachPorn ; once a "Bad" person

Don't know why my font is like this?

k it is bettera

this is mend to be Posted yesterday so here you go :p
when i got bored

<-- Spam ftw

<---FAIl edit <--- Fail edit too :3




**************************************************************************

Today
OMG i just receive a C0ckroach porn from Kiisu lols
not gonna share it :p
gonna share this instead


Lols and you know what he really did Sent me
show ya

Amazing lols
<--- Amazing

K like all of you know
i hate smoke and Fighting right

But it was only 2 years since i was actually EXPOSE to this thing
Via Peer pressure,Curiosity

I took 1 cigarette half of it
and it took me 1 week to quit it
you know the tempting
my god is like
your mind wants you to go
your heart don't want it
just like hell
Luckily i look just fine
i lied to you guys
that i don't smoke and hate smoke
hate smoke it is because
it brings back God damn memory
so those of you who is smoking
please quit it
the longer you smoke
the more pain you get when you get out
violent
i told this before so...
lazy say again
like what Keith said
Once bitten twice shy;Thrice,its a Guy lols
rhymes erh
i make the Guys one lols
Keith = Kiisu lols
he saisd thrice its a boy
but guy better lols

Tomorrow watching soccer
Hearts hearts
felt damn g@y
speaking of g@y
i bleed again lols
my phone drop on to my nose
i bleed lols
FAIL i know
WEAK i know
FAIL TO WEAK
FTW lols

Feels like insomnia...SnoreZzz

Homework
Snorezz
-left at 10:10pm

RANDOM?

hey erm
Sorry i will post the picture tomorrow cause.
My whole com lagging and my brain also lagging
like what belinda said
i got addicted to Audition
omg.
i ran out of life source
i need SUGARRRRRR
now i have no idea i am hyper or not
...
nothing much in audi
not as thrilling as Blackshot
but can give your brain a nice reaction test
And i fail hilariously
who want win me i don't mind
lols quite a few people viewing my blog
but anyway
My life is fyck up
Today
Science
FYCK MY LIFE!
Mr siow said put the tube into the pipe
i put kena hit by Soap
DAMn it
not just that
Blur blur on the tap
Water come out
FAIL !
FYCK MY LIFE

English...FYCK MY LIFE
never bring compre
got scolded.
so many homework
blur blur and blur my god

ART...Fyck my life
the teacher is a Betch damn it

trying to take the shortcut bus
Fail.the bus stop constructing
so FYCk my life i have to walk a long way back to the school bus stop

Saw jirel been a hardcore g@y fag
Going around nipple twisting others

Then come home
Do homework
Don't know why so no life
go
http://www.npys.net
look at it for 2 minute
then start finding my homework

Nothing much liao
after this line suppose to be just for myself
but i shall be kind a share a little

i don't know what to choose
so hard you know...
The first path or the second path
Hard...

change of colour means change of secret so be happy i sharing 2 secret
that is
Is still very hard to choose
thanks for the warning
hope i don't take the BLOODY risk.

dun friggin ask me why cause i don't answer you :p


you know what i always do

Ciaos
-left at 10:23pm

Late Night Fun

^_^_^_^
News travel fast don't they?


*******************************************************
The following picture was mend to be post a few days ago
but that was when my computer is on a lagging spree











Enjoy my Lameness
I started playing audition
Whisper me if you want.
I got a lame name
its been like 4 years since i touch this account again
IGN:LyzengAce
Favourite:Beat up,Beat Rush
Weak:Choreography,CC4
Level 6,Novice(what can you expect i played for a week then i stopped)

Going to OverNight Audition with Belinda
Ciao :p
left at 1:44am

I got Rejected T.T

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

Sad Sad i got rejected...
NAH no really xD
you guys actually think i will go ask for stead
Tell you what
lets not spoil the fun.
i will not say the girls name i shall just name her A
Me:*Been bored and Random" i may not be your cup of tea i will wait for you to like me
A:You serious?
Me:Ya
A:Don't fake leih
Me:Why must i fake it?
A:*nothing to say didn't message me for 10minute*
A:I don't want to hurt u.But its Impossible between us
Me:*aw damn it i got rejected i wanna cry...Nah :p*
trust me this girl will hate the shit out of me man xD
oh ya i was talking to belinda and
she is the one that told the girl to said that
Lemfao.
"A" think that i am the guy that is easily hurt
ya can't blame her. she cares for others what.
End up i told belinda this

JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
Ya
LEm fao
she think i like all the guy she know
easily hurt one

[c=#00FF00]Bel[/c], says:
yeap.

JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
but end up
I am not

[c=#00FF00]Bel[/c], says:
HAHAHm
OWNED ?

JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
i am one hardcore son of a bitch man

[c=#00FF00]Bel[/c], says:
haha,
LOL.
nice one !
i will post on blog .

JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
Lmao
sure
i also want xD

[c=#00FF00]Bel[/c], says:
this sentence.
JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
i am one hardcore son of a bitch man

HAH,

Seriously if we go out tomorrow with her,She saw our blog.She will hate die us forever man.

ya i like that sentece
JunShun;Serenoz.WA XI NEHGEND says:
i am one hardcore son of a bitch man

Amazing :D
Though later she too angry with me.
oh ya
let me tell you guys something mysterious.
Everytime march i feel something bad will happen it did happen
3:45pm:"outside Belinda's house"
Me:erh i felt that something bad is gonna happen soon
All of them:???
Syaakir:Serious?
Me:i don;t know just felt that way.*listen to my headset*

4:15pm:"Some where around greenridge."
*Police came*

Mr Police:Take out you IC Card

Syaakir: huh?*take out ez-link card*

Mr Police:*Talking in malay*

Syaakir:*answer back in malay*
Then they writing down things

Belinda:i did not bring my IC

Mr Police:give me your IC number,house number and address.

belinda:*writing*
Me:...

Police2:Take out all your things.You guys got smoke

Me:i hate smoke...

Police2:*Checking things*
*every took out every thing"

Police2:K March holiday 1 week arh.
*check finish*

Both Police:K thanks.Have a nice day.

4:38...all go back home.
we sent Syaakir to the Lrt.
Belinda back home

4:40"outside jelapang LRT.

Belinda got knock by CardBoard
the zhenghua guy just heck care her and walk away
Then "A" want to call that guy
i tell you guys
if i know that Belinda got hurt just now i would have just go and find that guy
and trust me.
he will not just lost him man hood
but also his dignity

On the way i keep asking belinda if she is okay
She said if i say not okay how?
Me:i will just kill that guy

Then i send "A" Home.She so cute lerh her.i not talking
She then say don't emo lerh
Walking...
then i sent her home
Run to LRT.
cause i got an appointment for my Internet thing

5-6pm"Same place where we are Screening just now"
Syaakir lost his key.
i saw his key while screening he place on top of his wallet.
Belinda didn't find properly she felt damn sad right now and damn guilty
if Syaakir quarrel with her right i will kill Syaakir,
"she can dun bother about it one but she care for you."-Edited error spot by Belinda

Magical mouth of mine :D

K nothing much le.
other than that all damn boring.

-left at 8:49

I did a good deed :D

Tuesday, March 09 2010
today.
The sick bird Brian chia never come again
also can be know as fat fuck cheah by Jerry.
Lmao i love that name.
Although very insulting,we all got our insulting name
Jerry small dawg orng(cause he small in size)
Jun cock breath Shun(cause i always talk cock)

Lmao
Today.nothing much happen.
Oh ya check out the video i post at Facebook
not post.
i took the link from my friend
Member:testicle321
Video:BlackShot?

Comment,Rate(if able),Favorite it.
as the Credits goes to Dave(the one playing)
and his Fraps
The sound you heard inside is not Dave.
it sounds familiar cause it is BRIAN CHEAH voice :D
Oh ya to do some bragging.
i am the Last Flag :D
they win because of Jerry and me :D

2ndly.
We,i mean i should stop playing the game sapphire13(people at assembly today will know what i mean)already D: cause it is too addictive.
i played till the last match sia.then i lost a lot of time
the invincible Demon king
i kept lost to him cause he is INVINCIBLE durh...
then went to plaza eat Mac.
After eating.Patrice pang serh us, how could you.
To be clearer people that are with me.
Angel,Belinda,Patrice,Ghim Chong,Yi wei.
Patrice and N.N damn cute lerh.
we saw from mac xD
they were like "scissor paper stone"
N.N:Smiling
Patrice:*aw damn it*
i bet patrice lost.
then i go disturb message
"sorry for the interruption but you two very cute lerh xD"
She turn back and point something :p
After that follow Angel to her house.
Got bullied(Angel)
R4p3 by Yi wei.
of course i wasn't doing anything
Nothing much talking about their Love stuff
which i am damn bored talking about.
Fyi Angel,my Girlfriend is my com AKA my wife.
I have no life.
After that
i found a wallet(my god-mother found)
then i return it to the right full owner
i call them then tell them that i found it.
end up i going there.
i wasn't wearing anything nice i just wear another pants cause i was only wearing boxer and another clothe go find them.
End up
they took the wallet.
Said thank you go back...
What do you expect?
some special thing like asking my name?
NAH.
i just go there pass her the wallet.
walk back home after saying you're welcome bye.
4 girls lerh god damn it -.-

Write till here bah. i want go watch show liao.
And Sharin have fun playing the game :D
-Left at 9:54pm

Friday,05 March 2010 Mood:I have no idea

I don't know what i am feeling now?
happy? Sad? angry?
All i know is
i was having attitude problem don't know why.now a day so much stress
Rage so much lately.
Whats wrong with me.
Calm down already god damn it.
...
Lols next time Kelee i said i treat means i treat.
i am not as pathetic as ghim chong :D
to take money from you to eat mac.

now...My life seems to have nothing much in it
Empty? no...
Lonely? no...
..Boring and don't know what shit.
Think mood swing or something ba.
Hopefully it is just this once then okay le
Hopefully...
K stop with this emo talk
Time for me to be HAPPY :D
PLaying with Brian darn hyper :D
Blackshot ALL the way.
i wonder how people can keep themselve so hyper one...
not like me if i do that.

wondering...

-left at 11:50pm

Tuesday,02 March 2010 Mood:Pikachu has balls i guess

Okay.Miss my post.I hope not
cause i felt guilty for not posting anyway.
If those that support my post by reading it
i thank you right now :D
Thanks

What have i been doing lately...
thinking of that...
makes me think that my life = No life
let me explain this past few week(examination week as well)
Wake up-Brush Teeth-Shower-Breakfast-Lesson-Recess-Lesson-home-Shower-Lunch-play com-Dinner-play Com-Sleep(the circle repeat)
This is why people call me no life...

Well.Can't deal with it.I don't really like talking to my parent so it is kinda lonely
No sibling.My Girlfriend is my Com.brother is my bed,Television is my Sister.
Ever wonder stuck alone in this 4 walls fine 3 and 1 quater(door and window).
isolated i should say.
Belinda told me this before:Hey share some secret with me la that will make you feel better.
Sorry belinda is not that i don't trust you or anything.Is that the way i live in a way is...kinda better than Brian's(Although his mum is God damn funny).My dad talks joke i don't understand,and i seldom talk to my mum don't know why.
Is that i have absolutely no conversation with them
Example
Come back from school call mother
Me:i am back
Mum:okay,eat already
Me:ya(yes i lied)
Mum:k lorh bye
Me: bye

dinner
Me:Mum,Dad have dinner.
Mum:mmm

no more conversation after that.
This is also one question Ghim chong ask me:Why you suddenly Emo
The answer is...I AM THINKING OF SOMETHING!!!! i am never an emo.Don't forget i am a Hyperactive socialable guy
...i guess :D

i guess.i should just stop here.not to waste your time reading my pathetic life.
have a pleasant day tomorrow :)

-left at 9:50pm